-today I tried again to kill off / end completely those I wanted to
-I added if I could it would take out HALF of those I want on Earth / s
-and added 780, 000% of real characters I wanted too would go
-even though at some stage all characters in my Blogs and home might wind up having been really on one world. A massive world at the start of time in the centre of space
-the ones dying might be at the start of space and currently
-there would be no afterlife for any. Maybe just left behind life looking but unthinking 'machines'
-despite what I had thought this would be meant to kill off a lot of my family on Earth
-I had tried over and over for methods. I was meant to use Sandy the sad fated character in GREASE / CHRIST. Meant to use me adding a red nipple like spot to the corner of her elbow on a Grease poster
-maybe using a pinkish slightly largish lump on my left thigh
-I had just started with my Groceries to get multi-packs of Lamingtons
-I ate half the packet up quickly today
-then thought of about the end of my High School years. I found out there was a shared meal for my Form
-we were meant each to bring a plate
-I made the mistake of buying in a supermarket a tray of 4 of them
-the Lamingtons I had today. Were HALF chocolate and half strawberry
-my High School Form fitting in with Grease
-I decided today not to wear a top I had just bought Online from Temu
-I have ordered a lot of clothes Online
-the shirt turned out to be slightly too long in the sleeves
-I decided because of that and threats from a Destroyer like person
-maybe I twice felt his hands on my back while I thought I was asleep
-the first time in 1998 I was living in MAYFAIR / MESSIAH Cabins on my own. Down the hill from my home I own now that I get my miracles from the garden. One afternoon I pictured on my wall a page sized picture of a man's head in a full mask. Like Bane who broke Batman's back. I thought then if the picture was real it could be of Batman and then too maybe he could be the DESTROYER of Revelations. That night in bed it felt like I was asleep with hands on my back
-then again in 2021 this time living in my home. I felt like I was asleep but felt hands on my back. It felt like I said aloud three times I will Marry. Directed to a local IT (Darth Vader armor) man named maybe DANIEL 'COSGROVE' / DESTROYER. He is like Superman. Like a Messiah
-the shirt was like a hoodie sweatshirt yellow and black
-reading Los Angelos 23
-as in LOST ANGELS
-I had just been thinking two other parallel dreams. About 1987. Each time I was lying on my bed in my grandparents' home. Each time the pair were standing in a corner each on the facing wall
-the first time standing next to a wardrobe I kept comics mostly Australian reprint PLANET Comics. There was a woman in like a super-heroine type costume. She looked like Wonder Girl tall with long black hair. She had a fallen look to her. It was not for many years I learnt stars had her in their plans all along to make her life as bad as possible. Her costume was almost black all over. Black boots. From the shoulders coming down like a pyramid with angled sides. White inside with black CROSS Hatching lines like webs. So she could mean Jesus Christ winding up like Darth Vader
-the next time in the facing right corner of my bedroom. By a turning comic stand I kept US edition DC Comics a Witch. Straight long dress and straight long black hair. So she could represent Jesus Christ the villain of Days of our Lives
-like the Wicked Witches of the East and West. DARTH VADER / DESTROYER and DAYS OF OUR LIVES / DESTROYER. Each could have destroyed Jesus Christ's life for good. I had thoughts I could try to end him like the others. Mostly for the achievement but too to be humane. But I thought their Empire might try to use me as Darth Vader instead. I changed my mind and planned to briefly when I remembered like their hands on my back in bed. About 1994 I saw their was a SPLIT / HOLY on my bedroom wall from where the back of the mattress had rubbed. But today I was thinking if there was a Destroyer he might be threatening me
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