Happy Birthday

 -straight after 'Resolutions... in this Issue'

-I decided I would wear the Los Angelos sweatshirt I had bought. Ignoring it was maybe connected to Jesus Christ. Becoming like Darth Vader and the villain of a soap opera channel

-I hung it up again

-I saw the $80 extra Birthday money hadn't gone in. I emailed my Budget Advisor and it would be there tomorrow

-I had wanted to get the Teen Titans issue with Harlequin which usually was not available

-I went to the toilet. I pass FECES rarely

-I was able to. Knees bent and pushing with it part out

-where the two dreams. World and Grease might have come from. Two female Entertainers and badly fitting clothes

-a largish feces shot out on the side of the toilet seat

-it represented evidence at last

-it looked like the Monitor rocket. An upright bullet shaped, dark brown with glass dome top

-the comic I ignored after buying on Trade Me. Shazam Archives Vol 2. Because of all of the connotations of getting pregnant or my miracles or powers or appearance going to a maybe son

-the cover had designs like the two paranormal loaves of bread I had. One with a saucer shaped dip across the surface. The other left a bit too long had hairs growing on it

-on the cover Shazam / Captain Marvel is flying with between his legs an old looking rocket like the feces

-maybe indicating I would one day get the super hero powers I wanted

-the sinister strange old large book of rhymes I saw once in my grandparents' lounge when young

-one was Who Killed Cock Robin? Not I said the... Not I said the..

-LOS Angelos. Like the dream I had of a massive volcano bearing down on Days of our Lives people. In the dream there was me thinking of the reality series LOST

-it also might mean LOST ANGEL. And the design. The bottom half a different color. Like a hourglass or the Light and Dark Force

-in early 2008 I moved in to my home now owning it. Maybe then my miracles were real. In one week I had four dreams of super-powered New Teen Titans characters. Titans are Gods. So with the order I got four 1970s Teen Titans comics

-my Budget Advisor whose name sounds like Changeling Green

-in one version of me when we were young I might have been the green colored Gar Logan / Beast Boy (maybe later Changeling) made the Internet / Computer order

-he was a child actor on the TV series Space Trek 2020

-the large monitor screen on the wall of maybe a spaceship

-I just realized the young man in my dream. Partly resembled the appearance of Gar Logan

-like his sex had been altered Beast Boy could become different animals

-when my grandparents got their first color TV. It started just as a boy was leaving playing Yogi's Ark Lark

-I ordered and paid for a dozen more 1970s Superman comics and 4 1970s Teen Titans comics

-the next day I realized the capital block 'T' looks like a SCREW as in Harvey and Jennette CREWE. The murdered New Zealand couple about 1970. New Zealand's biggest murder mystery. The Crewes looking like Beast Boy's adopted parents Elasti-Girl and Mento. I saw once an old SLIDE / MONITOR. Of me as a toddler aged 1 or 2 showing me in full standing naked / SCREW in a garden. Maybe in 1970. The SCREW shaped black 'T' maybe saying my grandparents were always really unthinking machines. I was naked in the slide like the topless man in my dream. The Superman 317 comic should be here in a few days so maybe that will be the end of things